I think I just found out what's important to me. Call it a breakthrough, call it whatever you want. I'm really not sure how it came about, or what it's going to, but I know I haven't felt like this for a long time. Don't worry, I'll still continue to make joshissexy.com grow (one step at a time) but.... ya. My sexyness doesn't seem to matter to me anymore. It looks like there's something more that I need